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This is horrible. I'm so full of negativity. I feel awful. Worst of all I can't sleep.

I can't sleep thinking of all the things I need to do when I wake up. Last sem is starting; it really is the beginning of the end.

Should I take calculus? Do I have enough credits to transfer? Can I even? Where to? How?

I'm scared; I don't want to leave this second home. I'm scared; I don't want to be stuck here forever. 

Lies lies lies lies

Stop lying to myself.