5 More Days

Here's to a great journey ahead with

new space

new room

new thoughts

new friends

new food

new air

new experiences

But never forgetting the

ones that stay back

places I've been

food I've tasted

pink bedroom

grey car

Malaysian air

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5 more days until the bluebird flies away but she will always, always come home

Sparks

I love how you're my motivation

and when you smile I hit the ground

and when you kiss me gently I melt

and I end up thinking of all the things I never thought I would.

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I love how I try my best

and I won't even get tired

because at the end I know

it's worth it; you're worth it.

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I love how we hold hands

hold pinkies hold hearts

and the silence is nothing

but warm and comfortable

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I didn't fight so hard

fight my self my mind my life

if I didn't hope for this

and it's so much better.

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I think I want to keep you.

Do You Resent Me?

What was a sign of affection

Turned into a sign of sin

And impure thoughts and dirty dreams

Simple love

The stuff of fairy tales

Grotesque disgust

The stuff of sleepless nights



When you spend your days untrusting

And your nights angry

How can you expect the carefree love

Of a tender young girl

To fall into your lap?



When you look around and see

That no one sleeps by your side

Do you cry or do you sigh?



When you look into my eyes

And see that I don't cry

(Not anymore, not like you did)

Do you resent me?